Everything was worth it

If i tell you that this picture was taken by me, would you believe?
But yeah, I took it in her concert April 30, I won't forget this date never more, one week and two days after my 18 Birthday.
So let's go to the story...

I was supose to go to her concert one day before my birthday, she was going to be my present, I went to by her ticket to the best place. Well let's just say I didn't get it, the company who brought Demi to Brazil sold the tickets all in internet, and me and the others 200 people who went to buy in the offical box office came back to home with empty hands.

You must know that I'm not that kind of person who let this things happens, I was going to her concert and I knew it wasn't right what that company did so, I went to a Foundation for Consumer Protection created by the government, told them my story and they said they would help me.
Two weeks later T4F (company) called me offering a ticket for the best place in Demi's concert, I accepted but did I tell you that it wasn't for her concert in April 20?

So that's my story, I went to Demi's concert in April 30, first I was mad that I wasn't going to see her one day of my birthday, I wanted that so badly, but now I'm going to tell the second part of the story.

Every morning I go to my work and at night I go to university, gotta say I'm always tired, I'm glad about my job, love there and my university is... cool. Luckly I got a day off on job because the other day is May 1, holiday. And to get better I wouldn't have class this Monday and Tuesday, so i could go to her concert without worrying about my faults in University and  I could go early to wait in the line and get closer to the stage.
Oh I forgot to say, I bought a package to watch Demi's soundcheck, so I wasn't mad anymore, actually I was shaking one day before.

The day finally came, and all was perfect, I've never been so close to a idol like I was close to Demi, I was in front of her in the beginning of the concert, face to face, I couldn't belive it was happening to me.
But I have to confess something, brazilian fans are like animals, really, you may not know but people have died in concerts, the idols always loves here because we are really dedicate and caring, we know how to show our love, but unfortunatelly in concert we exaggerate, it's impossible to go home without being hurt.
People run over you and they don't care if they are hurting you, and they look at you in evil look if you ask them to stop pushing you.


So, if you come to Brazil, go to a place where you can sit and let the wild animals kill themselves. 

I'm a brazilian fan but I'm not like most of them. I hate hurt someone, so when people started hurting me, I couldn't breath anymore, I felt I was going to faint or throw up, I strated screaming to people give me space to let me go out the crowd.When I finally got in a place with space to breath, I took off my jacket (one thing that helped to make me feel bad in the middle of so many people) and called a security guard to help me.

I said I needed drink some water and do you know what he answered me? To drink water I would have to pay for it. So if  I just pass out there, it was okay just because I couldn't pay water?


I still can't believe he said that to me, but it's ok, I took a long breath and started to feel well again, I wasn't crazy to go back to the wild crowd. I was satisfied with the soundcheck and the others moment that I had Demi in front of me. And that was what matters, all the money was worth it, all the effort and sacrifice were worth it.

I could see Demi by the place I stayed until the concert ends, I wasn't far actually, But wasn't that close either, at least I was safe. When I looked to the right I saw a pretty woman with "All Access" badge, found out later she was Demi friend. Before she go I asked her to give Demi one of my favorites rings, she promised she would give to her, if she don't do it at least my ring will be more close to Demi than me, funny but true.

Well, told the whole story, despite the hurt thing, the night was amazing, Demi is beautiful, cute and most of all, her smile  was shining the way I love.


Have a Great day!

Dreams

I'm a fan since I was a little kid, I mean, that time I was just learning how to appreciate someone's job, buying their cds and dvds or something like that.
I remember like it was yesterday the fisrt time I went to the concert of my favorite band, I wasn't close to the stage, actually I was too far but, I can say that I remember every moment. Just don't ask me to say the songs because my memory is not that good.

I remember the feeling, the energy and most of all the tears.

A dream come true

Now I'm 18 years old, and 6 years dedicating my life to my idols, Miley Cyrus, Nick Jonas, Kevin Jonas, Joe Jonas as known as Jonas Brothers and  last but not least  Demi Lovato. I gotta to say this, being a fan is the hardest thing in my life, I just can't give up, I'm who I'm because of them all I learned and what makes me strong to live life without falling was because of them.
Dreams aren't made to make us suffer, I just think they are reason to find the happiness, this is what i belive and fight for. I didn't say it's easy, actually it can be impossible, but when it's about having a dream come true, no one will stop me.

There's always a day that you can't believe your dream can turn real someday, but believe, if today wasn't your day, it's because tomorrow will bring you a better surprise.

Listen to me and faith on it, I learned this is the worst way, if I were you I would never forget that no one can feel like nothing, all our dreams are important. And impossible, is just a word that we can take off two letters to  make it happen. It all depends on you.

Are you in?